because they've got me in a bad way

Halloween is coming up! I love Halloween! It's a lot of fun. And candy is always good too.

But first I have some other fun to have! I think tonight is a good night for it.

Well that's funny. It actually works. I think I like it. Hahahaha. It should be even more fun now that I know how to make it work. I'll have to play with it again. But that'll have to wait until later.

A lot more fun than class anyway. What a pain school is. I don't really feel like doing my homework today. It's nice outside. I think I'll go... play for a while before I get to work tonight. I do have lots of things to do tonight, after all.

Another school year.

I need someone to be my tutor. Orthis year is not going to go well at all. So who wants to help me?

Tykiiiii you need to take me shopping, ok? I'm taking a dance class this fall so I need some stuff for it. Dance has got to be more fun than the other music classes. Much less boring. So I'm going to be a dancer. What do you think, Tyki? Is it a good idea? Well, I think it is, so I guess that's what counts.

I don't want school to start. :( Summer hasn't been nearly long enough. I don't wanna go at all. Homework is so awful and boring.

Still some summer left to enjoy. I'm going to go to the beach tomorrow. I should find someone to go with me. It's never fun to have to play alone.

This isn't interesting either.

Allen did you forget how to be interesting now? Really, that's the only thing that's too bad. Well, that and Pearl seemed sad. Other than that, it's all just boring.

I'll be at the beach. It's too nice a day to waste with all the mess that's been made here. Besides, I just got a new swimsuit. There's no time like now to try it out, right? Right. Too bad I don't have any one to come and play with me.

[The journal goes flying across the room, hitting the wall and fluttering down to a pile, open face down at the bottom of it. Road storms over and stomps a foot in front of it. For the moment she is acting very much like the little girl she actually is.]

I don't like this. I don't like any of it at all. Those things are awful and annoying. Why can't someone just make this stop?

Really, it's kind of pretty. But I'm bored by all this. Who's behind it and what's the point?

Hmm. I wonder if I should go out and see for myself.

I shouldn't have watched that movie. I didn't like it at all. Now I can't sleep.

Tyki? Can I come stay with you?

This sucks. I want to do something fun. Playing the other day was good. The akuma got lots of practice finding people, which is always good..

But now I'm bored. There's no one around to play with. I can't even find Lero.

I guess I'll have to make my own fun.

Summertime is the best time! And I don't have to go to summer school this year, which is even better.

This calls for a celebration, I think. Maybe a game! Does anybody want to play?

Spring time! I think I need new dresses, for the nice weather. I should get someone to take me shopping. Tykiiiiiiii. Will you come with me? I don't want to go alone. That sounds boring, really. Besides, we should spend more time together. We are family after all.

Don't you tell me I need to make friends my own age either. I don't want to hear about it. Then again, maybe I should see about making a few new playmates. It couldn't hurt, could it?

Home. Or well, back in general. This is as good as home for now anyway. Much better than that awful place. That awful, awful place. I don't want to...


( Private; Allen )

[[ The little girl -- who very often acted more like a sadistic monster than any sort of child -- is curled up at the top of her cot, leaning back against the wall. Her knees are drawn up to her chest tightly, and her arms are wrapped around them tightly. Her head is buried there as well. She looks smaller than usual, like the young girl she really is. She is silent, but the shaking of her shoulders betray the fact that she is not just trying to get some rest. She is crying, her small body more and more wracked by sobs as time goes on.

This isn't right. She can't get out of here. Her family isn't here. And she can't do a thing about it. Feeling so powerless has gotten to her.]]

Weekend! Weekend weekend! Much better than school days. But I'm still kind of bored. Maybe I should find something to do. Really, I need a new toy. My old one was a lot of fun -- even more fun once I gave it back, actually, but now I need something else to do. Hmm. I'll have to think something up!

I don't mind my new room so much even if moving was definitely a pain, on top of homework and everything. My roommate's name is Cloud. Huh. Not that I've seen him around, but I've been playing in my own space anyway.

Oh, Bella? I did good on that test you helped me study for. Do you think you could help me again?

Valentine's Day is coming up! TYKIIIII you'd better get me something because I got you something! And that is what family is for.

HEY NOSY GIRL WHO TRIED TO LECTURE ME ON HOMEWORK.

You sounded smart. Do you think you could help me with my math? I've got this test on Monday.

Really, this has been more fun than playing with him was in the first place. I didn't think it would be. Well, that's just lucky for me! It's much better than doing my homework too. Speaking of, this is really dull and really boring. I don't particularly want to read anymore of this book. Hmm. Maybe I can get the Earl to read to me. Yeah, that's what I'll do. It'll go faster that way.

Unless anyone wants to do my homework for me.

Oh well. I suppose I'll have to find something else to do with my time.

This way, exorcists. It's time to play. I think you'll like the prize.




[ooc: and a door has been opened for the exorcists]

Maybe it's time for a new sort of game.

Maybe it's time for a party. Or maybe that can wait. Decisions decisions!